I am so sorry for your loss, i didn't know your daughter but her pictures are beautiful
I lost a friend in december 2007 to an overdose I am so sad but everyday I try to honor her memory if she saw this sight she would want to give her condolnces
Every morning when I wake I start to think of the new day ahead, then I wonder why I ache, why do I feel like I have a 50 pound weight on my shoulders. Why do I feel like I have to cry>
Then it hits me again like it does every morning when I wake. I will never see my daughters face again. What would she have looked like as a 40 year old woman. What would her children have looked like? Would she have found a wonderful man to claim for her husband. Would she have ever cut her hair short. What would she look like when she's old
Then the day starts again I cant wait for it to be over.
Dads Ad this month between July 23 and July 26th / Katrina Turner (mum)Read >>
Dads Ad this month between July 23 and July 26th / Katrina Turner (mum)
Dear Dad,
I found your letters to me and have been reading them. I wish you and Tash never suffered this horrible illness.
Dad you are so right when you mentioned all the extremely famous people who were Bi-polar. You will always be famous to me. You didn't need to say you were sorry for not spending more time with us. You were doing what your heart told you to do. You are my fuchsia King and you always will be.
I am glad you never took the sleeping pills that day and that you woke up feeling strong and went to church and hoped to live another 20 years.
Unfortunately it wasn't your heart dad it was a bacterial infection to your lungs, just like your granddaughter had it to her heart. You too had so much in common I know you are together and watching over us. I love you my fuchsia king.
Thank you so very much, for your kind words!! Your memorial page for your precious Natasha had the same affect on me. We are strangers united by grief, but one day, I believe, we will celebrate together, as we are united with our beloved children. May God surround you with his loving arms, giving you comfort, strength, and peace in the coming years until THAT Glorious day. Know you and your loving family are in our thoughts and prayers today and every day. God Bless your tender heart!!
For Katrina, Bobby and Brendan / Karen Blandine (Friend of Katrina )Read >>
For Katrina, Bobby and Brendan / Karen Blandine (Friend of Katrina )
Dear Katrina, Bobby and Brendan:
I am so sorry for this huge loss of your beautiful daughter and sister. She was such a beautiful young woman, and was taken way too soon. I can not imagine your pain, and hope that you know that you are all in my thoughts and prayers, and if you should ever need anything, please do not hesitate to ask me. I am so very sorry, Katrina. I truly am.
Dear Tash you are so missed and loved. I want to thank you helping mum Brendan and dwane for being my rock. Without their support I could not survive. Thank you for making them strong and for keeping their arms open for me when I need it the most. Their hearts are so pure and strong.
Everyone who lights candles to keep my Tashs memory alive I thank you. Its silly how such a small thing can bring joy to my heart.
Everyone I am doing ok. I have bad and good days. The bad ones I just want my mum. Funny how much you need your mum.
Tash has been by my side on many occassions and I know she is watching over all of you.
Thank you Natasha! / Lillie Fernandez (friend)Read >>
Thank you Natasha! / Lillie Fernandez (friend)
Hi Natasha,
It has been awhile since I came on here to say hello. But I think of you often. I had a baby boy on March 12th and he is healthy, beautiful, and just perfect - thank you for watching out for me. I miss you and wish you can meet him. Sometimes he smiles so big in his sleep and everyone tells me he is smiling to the angels! That means you. I can't think of a more beautiful angel for him to smile at. Keep helping mum heal. She still needs you, even if she doesn't know you are there.
Katrina,
Keep believing she is with us. She has done so many things for me already. I pray and think of her often. A lot of people don't believe that those in heaven can still help us, but I know they can. Between my grandparents and Natasha I have so many angels looking out for me and my baby boy! I love you.
One Day at a Time / Charlene (Friend, adopted sister )Read >>
One Day at a Time / Charlene (Friend, adopted sister ) Katrina,
Sharing Tash's story is a big step for you and I am happy you are able to take that step. She does live on in all of us and will never be forgotten. We all have some guilt about her passing because as friends and family we all feel we may have not helped her as well as we should have. I pray that you continue on your journey of healing because we all Love you and want you to begin to feel better each day.
Katrina/ Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger (angel friend )Read >>
Katrina/ Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger (angel friend )
I am so touched by Natasha's story. I identify with all the guilt feelings as well. I wanted to help John but I didn't know how. Like Natasha, he seemed to lose his will to live and talked of death like it was an old friend. I wish I had known how to help him. Maybe my boy would be here today. Natasha and John are at peace now even if you and I aren't, and I know that we will see them again one day soon. It seems I'm not afraid of dying anymore either and look forward to seeing my son and all my loved ones that have gone before me.
Happy easter in heaven Tash / Katrina (mum)Read >>
Happy easter in heaven Tash / Katrina (mum)
Dear tash I hope your easter in heaven was nice. I was thinking of you. I know all your new friends up there are all so wonderful and you dont have to worry any more about people hurting you or abusing you. I imagine you playing in a beautiful garden with that beautiful smile on your face. Now you dont need anything to ease your pain. Thank you god. I love you Natasha I hope you can hear me and feel the love I am sending to you. Even though you are now happy its hard feeling this empty inside. I am trying to get rid of all the guilt and self blame I have. Natasha forgive me for not being a better mum.
Happy Valentine's Day! / Derrick Powell (Friend)
Happy Valentine's Day Natasha! I figured I'd tell you a day early. Love ya! Close
THINKING OF YOU FOR VALENTINES DAY~ / CATHY~~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD (VISITOR)Read >>
THINKING OF YOU FOR VALENTINES DAY~ / CATHY~~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD (VISITOR)
TODAY AND ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS~HUGS TO YOUR PRECIOUS FAMILY~GOD BLESS THEIR TENDER HEARTS!!
21 weeks in heaven / Katrina Turner (mum)
Dear Natasha, It is be 21 weeks and 1 day since you went to heaven. It must be better up there than down here. Heath Ledger is comming up to meet you. Wow you get to meet a movie star. I guess you are all the same and it doesnt matter who you were on earth. All I know is that the souls that are too gentle and sweet who are not meant to stay in this world because its a cold hard place. Plus you will make such a beautiful angel when you get your wings. I miss you so much, I wish I had more time with you. It is selfish of me. but I cant help it. I am amputated with out you. I love you my sweet child Close
Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven / Patricia/mom To John Ermatiger (angel friend )Read >>
Happy Valentine's Day in Heaven / Patricia/mom To John Ermatiger (angel friend )
Dear Katrina Thank you so much for your beautiful tribute. It made me cry but alot of things make me cry these days. I know our angel's have made contact in heaven. I can feel it in my heart. Natasha was so beautiful just as John was beautiful. We will all be together one day.
SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS! / CATHY~~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD (VISITOR)
MY HEARTFELT CONDOLENCES ON THE LOSS OF YOUR PRECIOUS NATASHA, SUCH A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG LADY, I KNOW YOU ARE SO VERY PROUD. IT'S JUST NOT NATURAL FOR A PARENT TO OUT LIVE THEIR CHILD. MAY GOD KEEP YOU IN HIS TENDER LOVING ARMS, GIVING YOU STRENGTH TO CARRY ON. WE WILL ONE DAY BE RE-UNITED WITH OUR LOVED ONES, I BELIEVE THIS WITH ALL MY HEART. KNOW YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS A THOUGHTS. STRANGERS, YET CONNECTED BY GRIEF. ONE DAY WE WILL CELEBRATE TOGETHER! WHAT A GLORIOUS DAY THAT WILL BE! GOD BLESS AND KEEP ALL THAT LOVE AND MISS SWEET NATASHA!
Charlene story / Katrina Turner (mum)
Dear Charlene, Thank you so much for sharing a story about Natasha. I needed to here that so much . I love to hear about her life, what she did , good and bad, any little peace of her is so valueable to me as its all I have left Close
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